Thursday, July 28, 2011

Hm

I guess I have been thinking about la Pingüinita a lot lately

Monday, July 25, 2011

Ughhh, Monday's! - w4m

Date: 2011-07-25, 7:04AM
Ugghhh to Monday's, right?!

Why do the weekends go by so fast? Another start to a wonderful work week! Hehehe. Yet here I am on Craigslist looking for a Monday morning distraction, I could definitely use some good conversation to help get through the day! Anyone else in the same boat, if so drop me a line.

I'm 36 and Hispanic, if it matters at all...

  • Location: working
  • it's NOT ok to contact this poster with services or other commercial interests



> A: pers-2511925702@craigslist.org
> Asunto: Ughhh, every day!
> Fecha: lunes, 25 de julio de 2011, 10:29 am
>
> I just called into work today. I was
> all set to be there on time, a little early even... and then
> I was late, and everything went wrong, and I lost my temper,
> and then I had to clean up the result of my temper loss, so
> then I'm even later, and I have this leftover food that I
> don't wanna waste, so I was really excited to make a
> delicious sandwich out of it, but then it's all soggy by the
> time lunchtime rolls around if you make it in the morning,
> and making real food takes TIME! and, really, who has the
> time anymore? which is why this country and many others are
> chronically obese, and I hate that it's cheaper in terms of
> time and materials to just buy some pre-made shit from the
> sandwich place in the stripmall down the block, but then
> there's no sense of creativity or satisfaction, and you're
> buying their pesticide-grown, factory-farmed whatever crap
> you're putting into your body, and becoming one more step
> disconnected from the very substances that keep
>  you alive... just another item to consume.
> 
> I'm so tired of this. I hate feeling like I'm no good at
> anything or the things I am good at have no practical
> application - at least in terms of making me (really someone
> else) any money. I'm so tired of trying so hard to do the
> things that everyone else seems to do effortlessly and
> failing so miserably. I hate that we have to rent out our
> minds for the majority of our waking hours and then at the
> end of those hours we're too exhausted to do anything else.
> I hate that having a job means making a choice between
> taking proper care of yourself and getting enough sleep, or
> having some semblance of a social life. I hate that the
> basic necessities for living have become commodified so I
> have to work just to keep a roof over my head, when living
> spaces stay vacant for months, years on end, but the prices
> are kept artificially inflated to satisfy this vaguely
> defined axiomatic good, "the market."  I hate that
> capitalism makes it so easy to opt in but so
>  difficult to just even try to sidestep it.
> 
> But I know I don't really want to succeed where others do,
> either. My boss is "successful" but she's stressed and
> unhappy and eats lunch every day at her desk when she
> remembers to eat and I remember when I was working shittier
> jobs that paid less but of course were harder (another
> ridiculous, hilarious irony of our system) a boss was
> brought in who was this big, impressive guy, top salesman in
> the district or whatever... but of course his life seemed
> miserable, too. He had heart problems (Western diseases), he
> always worked late and never saw his kids enough.... but he
> was a model citizen and employee, had like boats and a nice
> car or whatever.
> 
> My old girlfriend translated this poem (it was originally
> in Spanish). I don't really like poetry, or even this one
> particularly, but it's what came to mind.
> 
> 
> "Lunes"
> by: Jaime Gil de Biedma
> 
> 
> Pero después de todo, no sabemos
> si las cosas no son mejor así,
> escasas a propósito... Quizá,
> quizá tienen razón los días laborables.
> 
> Tú y yo en este lugar, en esta zona
> de luz apenas, entre la oficina
> y la noche que viene, no sabemos.
> O quizá, simplemente, estamos fatigados.
> 
> 
> 
> 
> I mean... Mondays, right?? Why can't they start on Tuesday!
> lol
> 

Friday, July 1, 2011

(Dream about therria.)
(Wake up thinking about Blondie.)
(Worry about Speed Bump all day...)
Watching 8-bit Mega Man vids on YouTube last night made me dream about Classic Macs with tiny screens.

(Oh, also, I think the screen was in colour (probably about a 2-3" screen!) and I remember one booted into DOS.